Before I was shot, I always thought that I was more half-there then all-there. I was always suspected that I was watching TV instead of living life. People sometimes say the way things happen in movies is unreal, but actually it's the way things happen to you in life that's unreal. The movies make emotions look so strong and real, where as things really happen to you, it's like watching television. You don't feel anything.
Right when I was being shot and ever since, I knew that I was watching television.
